My psychological horror film “My Silent Lips” is released today! Please spread the news and trailer as much as you can! Thanks! Here’s the story: Young Swedish woman Alice travels with her abusive American boyfriend in the Balkans. As their relationship goes from bad to worse, Alice drifts more and more into an emotional void, which leads to violent repercussions. Lost in a strange land among bizarre characters, she’s forced to confront aspects of herself she’s utterly afraid of. As abuse and humiliations increase she no longer has a choice. Who will be the next victim? Alice herself or all of those who have ruthlessly exploited her? Starring: Linn Sparrenborg, Robin Hayes, Robert Bolin, Thomas Gjutarenäfve, Katarzyna Jaskiewicz, Johan Hamrin, Stojan Nikolic, Vera Nikolic, Tea Shaldeva and Roy Sutherwood. Written, produced and directed by Carl Abrahamsson, Sweden 2019. My Silent Lips from Carl Abrahamsson on Vimeo. www.patreon.com/vanessa23carl www.trapartfilm.com
Geographical Initiation
Traveling all over the world; into deepest Africa and highest Asia, into the plainest plains of Europe and most lush jungles of South America, into the deserts of North Africa and Australia, and into the icy coasts of the Poles. What is there to see? Everything. Nothing. What is my function here? The same as everywhere else: to go, to do, to make, to make up, to assemble the documentation. The magic of a geographical initiation: to show up and take in, then take off and show off. Then reframe whatever we’re attracted to and share it as art in many different forms, shapes and sizes. And here we get to the essence of this train of thought: what if…? What if I were somewhere with no tools of documentation whatsoever? Would the experience still mean something if it weren’t potentially possible to share? Would I be interested in seeing without access to my camera? Would I be interested in memorising details without access to pen and paper? Or is this only another pathology cloaked...
A Carl & Genesis P-Orridge 12″ available on pre-order
On April 19th, Ideal Recordings release Loyalty Does Not End With Death, the new album by Genesis Breyer P-Orridge and me. There are two extra tracks from the album sessions, and these have been turned into a 12″, also by Ideal. And this beautiful vinyl record is now available on pre-order (the actual release coincides with the album release). It’s going to sell out quickly, so please act fast. You can order your limited edition 12″ HERE! I am very excited about this adventure of course, so I made this video with material from the archives which was shot 30 years ago… Firefly’s Last Spark is a track off the album. This little film will hopefully keep you going until the album proper arrives. The photograph of me and Gen in New York was taken by Vanessa. Genesis Breyer P-Orridge & Carl Abrahamsson: Firefly’s Last Spark from Carl Abrahamsson on Vimeo. Become a Patron!
Confessions from the corner
I have often been accused of being an “armchair magician.” The accusation always misses its target though. Because to me, it sounds like an absolute ideal. Actually, it’s an ideal that I strive for daily. I am a magician. I have an armchair. The only problem (sorry, “challenge”) is that I’m not as fully situated in the armchair as I want to be. Yet. Where critics create the metaphor to indicate someone who’s not out there in the “real” world, I would reverse it and state publicly that the greatest accomplishment for me would be to direct all the magical forces straight from my lovely chair. That is the ultimate reality. My armchair comes from IKEA but looks “retro”/vintage in its design. It has a floral pattern and is situated in one corner of our library. The walls are covered from floor to ceiling with books that inspire me daily, and very tangibly so. I get my ideas here. I read here. I write here. I snooze and fantasise here. Actual “temple” or ritual work is but an...
