This For That, Tit For Tat

  I never envisioned becoming an avid tattoo enthusiast. But unwillingly I have become just that. By proxy, one could say. All of the tattoos I’ve made/had now actively speak a language of desire and magic that has taken on a new life. This I knew in theory when I started out (I got my first one in 1989) but praxis made it tangibly real. Each little symbol and sigil still communicates according to the original desire. And the new ones added say Hi in a courteous manner, and then play existential ball with the others. When you have more than one tattoo, they begin to tell a story, as there are two (or more) narrative points of entry/exit. They talk to each other. A lot. And thereby accentuate and amplify the totality of the identity that they represent (in powerful parts). I love Ray Bradbury, and especially his illustrated man in the story with the same name. The images integrated in the illustrated man’s skin are alive, and actually much to his own detriment. People get freaked...

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Write about the present

  Being ever immersed in details and a macro-lens-perspective, it can be refreshing (and downright necessary) to take a step back at times. What the hell am I working on? And why? These are questions so crucial that one should really be asking them every day. In times like ours, which are permeated by fickle fragmentation, enforced stress, and the minutest of minute memes, the challenge becomes a quintessential one: how can I keep my thinking and my focus uniquely my own? Because if it isn’t mine, then whose is it? One of my favourite people of all time is Michel de Montaigne (1533-1592). His world famous “essays” (literally: “attempts”) still linger on as invaluable insights into not just the mind of a 16th century humanist-philosopher but into another human life, period. Sure, sometimes Montaigne is a bit meandering. But, then again, most tweets are meandering in their 140 characters, too. They may contain a high signal of opinion and (possibly) passion but they are also...

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All of my films are available at Occultrama

  My films can now be watched at Occultrama, a great site for amazing content: occult, horror, documentaries, experimental, avant garde art… Incredible stuff! Sign up and stream away into your subconscious!   Watch Occult Films Online – Occultrama from Occultrama SVOD on Vimeo. Become a Patron!

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Another nice review of my book “Occulture”

  ”It’s a pleasure to read essays that are both demystifying, they are written in a truly free thinking mode that invites your own input, encourages it from the point of view where all the platitudes and traps of magical, cliquey thinking have no place. But most of all, Carl’s book holds a very clear and distinctive message – a message of encouragement to steer away from the soulless, digital monoculture of the now to open yourself to sublayers of realities that can help us to rejuvenate into the kaleidoscope of emotions; a self-integrating trip to express our own voice.” (review by Hubert Heathertoes)   Become a Patron!

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