A ten year anniversary

On Halloween of 2013 my first novel, MOTHER, HAVE A SAFE TRIP, was published. To celebrate this ten year anniversary, the book was just published in a hardbound edition: A psychedelic sex magical thriller with UFOs and Himalayan orgies… What more could you possibly ask for? #trapartbooks #occulture #carlabrahamsson

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A new Trapart website

There’s a brand new Trapart website out there! Filled with books and great art… Enjoy! #trapartbooks #occulture #vanessasinclair #carlabrahamsson

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Teach Me About Unlearning

Relying on past masters Safety in numbers The well-known Complacency Self-righteousness Success Relaying the future Quaquaversal introspection Flowers turn to seeds Lose their colors Sucked into one point One of many Gradual enlightenment Closing the lights slowly Going back to sleep Making amends Shedding tears Shedding skin I made it So they claim By numbers Mere symbols I undo the reflections Entangle the knots Count backwards Go back to sleep

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To bug or not to bug

To be undisturbed is a choice. People only disturb you if you allow them to. So if you don’t like it, just don’t allow it to happen. Or them. Solitude is a precious, precious state of mind. Not for everyone, I’m sure, but definitely for me. The last composition of and on my album ”Reseduction” (2021) deals with it in a meta-programmatic way: ”I was carrying on in the daily bliss Undisturbed, undisturbed” ”Solipsistic Secrecy” is a great concept or motto in this sense. There is no way in Hell that the outer spheres with all their mindless minions could ever fully ”get” you. So why bother? Instead of vainly trying, why not retract into Solipsistic Secrecy? Enjoy the silence, and, more importantly, enjoy your own company. ”Undisturbed, undisturbed.”

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